Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Dark

Eventually, i found a peaceful corner of my mind today. I've been through alot for the past few weeks. I've fallen, raise and fallen again. Happy sad and happy again. In this period of time, I have figured out alot of things. I've seen the goods and evils of human beings.
I believe that this is something normal in our life.I think most of you have met this situation before. When your friends meet problems, I'm sure most of us are willing to help them if you have the time and resources available.As time goes by you help them more and more. And one day when you refused to offer any help to them cause of your own reasons.......
The nightmare begins. They feel that you have betrayed them. Like a slave who who disobey the masters command, they try to whip you,punish you, stab you and beat you to the ground, until you cry for forgiveness.
Appreciation is always minute and short lived; Accusation never fades.
And what is the worst is they start to blame everything on you. You are just a punching bag to them. They look for a scapegoat for their own wrong doings.
Unfortunately the person that is the most vulnarable is always the person who helped them the most.
One good example is we always blame our parents for not doing certain things in our favor and in the same time ignore everything they did for us in the past.
This is the characteristics of most of the human beings in the world. It is designed in our genes and unfortunatly the world is dominated by us.....

We lived in a dark world

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

WONG ZI WAH talk show

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GWwbgygALKg&feature=related
currently addicted to this guy's talk show
hope to share this with u all.

Monday, August 3, 2009

mid Break

In my previous post, i have complained that I am very free and i wish to have something to do.
And my wish is granted.Yahoo..
I have been through a quite interesting week
with 2 mid terms, 1 report due date and one presentation.
Unfortunately, the outcome is not satisfying, especially the presentation.
However, i am not gonna complain on it.Its better than have nothing to do.
It's mid term break now, and have tonnes of assignments to complete.
Especially for those assignments that I am the leader of the group.I need to use this holiday to plan our next move as the clock is ticking away.
After the break, the planing stage should end and executing plans is our major concern.
HOpefully i can come out with a good plan.
there are so much responsibility that i have to bear this semester. I know its hard, but then this is my chance of improving myself.
I need to upgrade my leadership skills as i always hate to leave my fate for others to decide, especially to someone that i do not trust.
Yes, i admit that it is very difficult for me to trust someone.
Everyone around me knows this well.
We'll all have our own responsibilities, so lets work hard together on it
GOOD LUCK