Pissed off.

Really pissed with peoples fucking attitude that called you to make decisions in the beginning by telling you that he will just settle down with anything decision of yours.
And in the very fucking last minute, he will come out to you with his stupid limitations and restrictions after u had planned everything.
I don't understand why cant these people just tell you everything in the beginning so that everyone can easily sort things out.
Stop being an asshole plz!!!!

miss

Some said you'll only realize how much you miss someone after you've lost them.

I don't know how true it is because i have started it long before someone was gone.

Dream

I once told myself to believe in you. but now i know i was wrong.
I shouldn't deny the truth anymore although it hurts.
Humans are selfish. We always put our self interest in the first place.It is inherited in our genes.
I shouldnt be so foolish to deny the symptoms of your gene expression.
I was too optimistic to think that you are not tht type of person.
My emotions clouded my vision.
I was weak and vulnerable.
I disobeyed my principles and ignored all my past experience.
Just because i have faith in you.
I know its my problem not urs
how much longer will I stay in this dream???

abandon

Sometimes its so frustrated to see a fruitless result despite all the hard work putted in. What you get is not what you wished. What you did is just a waste of time. struggling in the reality. trying to lie to ourselves to believe that there is still hope. A hope for a better outcome sooner or later. but we know deeply in our heart what is the only option...

abandon the ship